Green and Growing - Kick off to a year of reflection as Director of Equity, Federal and State Programs

 

Wrapping up year 1 Interim Director of Equity, State & Federal Programs for my district and kicking into Year 2, no longer interim.  My goal and motto has been  " I will turn compliance into transformation"- a first next step may need to be changing the motto to WE.   I think that is what I have learned the most this year (and my lifetime struggle against my deeply engrained independence streak),  that I can't do this from my office- alone.   Now if you know me, you know I am very personable and always lean into connection.  But it has been hard for me to lead from the district office and especially hard to get out of the office this past year with a Federal Program Monitoring review, LCAP, and lots of district change spurts.   

Today I had one-on-ones  with three principals; was able to support them and check some things off both of our boxes.  This is the continued format I am scheduling for this next school year and this blog will be one of my accountability measures. But of course, the most beneficial aspect of this blog will be the forced reflection on my practices and service as an education leader. In 2016,  I completed a 180 day blog (https://msmaclean1516.blogspot.com/) as a teacher, every single day to keep me in reflection and growing. I hope the same here (just not everyday - I will reduce to one per week minimum).  Maybe I will inspire another leader along on the way too!  We'll see who comes along on this adventure with me.......Green and Growing.....from compliance to transformation!

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